:/

*is very upset with current emotions*
this is the most upset ive been in a very very long time

and nothing has really gone wrong

its just the fact of that things will not stay this good
which is very pessimistic of me i know.

and then the fact of a small medical concern which i dont even know if its a concern
but may require an appointment and i hate doctors/ doctor appointments.

and then the fact that i cant hold a decent conversation anymore.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.