AHHH 2010!!!

HEY so this is the first post of the new year.
and I had a terrific night.
WHICH was documented with a billion pictures
that i all accidentally erased off my memory card
(over 400 pictures- not all from tonight)
but now tomorrow i need to go and relive everything and pretend that a part of me isnt devastated.
but i am not going to let this small insignificant occurance ruin my new decade in any way!
plus i recieved a long distance phonecall from thailand!
(thats pretty special.... HAVE YOU ever gotten a phone call from thailand.... and if so well then just let me think im special)
but i have to say this has been one of the best new years ever.

this is 2010.



AGH.

oh and a drunk lady tried to open the car door i was in.
hahaa
that was comical.

tonight was just beautiful though....
now im rambling and its 2:02

:]

yay new years!

New Year

For the New Year I have decided that I wanted to do something with purpose and something that I would actually stick to for my "New Years Resolution". Every year so far I pretty much sum up my resolution to "become more physically fit, gain muscle, and somehow gain some sort of athletic ability". This year though I decided to just take advantage of the things I already have. I have a computer and a life. Therefore blogging about my life shouldnt be that difficult. I go on weekly and daily adventures if its with my venture crew, myself, or my other close friends. I make things daily (paintings/clothing/random crafts) so why not document these things that way I can track personal growth? Also there are many ideas that never go any where in my brain so maybe if I put them out into the world someone can do something with them if I can't figure it out myself.

Overall though I'm not expecting that many people to read this so I suppose it's a selfish resolution. But if I at least make this promise to myself I can say I have done something to improve.

So hidyho this is the beginning of a new and improved "Happy Little Blog"

Yes that name is quite appropriate if you ask me.

Oh Amelia

Amelia Earhart...apparently Hermes loves her as much as I do. They created an entire line inspired by her (you can find the complete collection in the latest edition of Harper's Bazaar)

the conversation of one side.

the funny thing is that you never knew anything.
you always held yourself on some higher level looking down upon me, counting the hairs on my head.
the funny this is that you never though of me as beautiful.
but just kind of mediocre in everyway, just as how i think of myself.
you are not supposed to think of me like that. sometimes you are just supposed to lie.
yes, i know we should be honest with eachother.
but we never are anymore so why should that be any different?
i really cant tell you anymore than i already have or you are going to make me feel bad.
i shouldnt feel bad.
no that doesnt mean I want you to feel bad.
its not about you, believe me.
its always about you, but believe it or not for once its about me.
oh is that selfish? im sorry
im so sorry
no i am not being sarcastic.
i am actually generally sorry you feel that way.
i am sorry I am of no importance.
yes that is fine.
now I just wont say anything at all.
thats want you want?
then thats that.

goodbye

" Where are you going?"
"Away. I already exaplained."
"Just because you explained doesn't mean I understand"
"I can't promise you ever will."

Once again she had no response.

Mad Tea Party

I have a major thing for all things tea.
The tea itself.
The teacups.
The teapots.
Tea parties.

This mosiac teapot was made by the user paintedcottages on etsy.

It is very French/Marie Antoinette therefore it is beautiful in my book.

i dont like to write very much. but i have ideas, so i suppose i should try to execute them.

tearing apart the world with her eyes
starting at the tree tops
working towards the sky

moving forward without her limbs
the ground falling in at her very whim
the world collapsing at her feet
she is greeted by defeat

"hello" he says
and offers his arm
his smile a facade of charm

there are no more trees
and no more sky
just the meet and greet
of her herself and defeat.